Hey people... Feeling quite down this few days. Choir got 'Bronze'. It was totally not expected. So not expected. Everyone got so emotional after we got the results.
At first, we were like in the choir room connecting with the teachers at VCH. The connection was not very good, and we somehow heard like a bronze. Everyone was like 'HUH?' and some of them started crying. So, we tried to connect them again. Unfortunately, what we heard was right. Then the whole choir started crying. Including me... And that was one of the longest time I have ever cried in my life. From 5+ to 6+.... And I finally stopped after venting all my sadness, by some scolding, and a bit of cursing... Hehe...
But guess what? I cried again this morning, during morning assembly. It was so controllable. And my class saw me crying... Omg...
Anyway, had a little debrief just now. I can't believe the Sec 4s are just leaving like that. There so many things I want to say to them, but I just can't bring myself to. Sometimes, I really hate this side of me. I have lost quite a lot of last moments because of this. And I can't find a way out of it... Omg.. I'm crying again...
Ok, so, I just went to the choir blog and it was so heart warming. Even though we somehow let them down, they still comforted us, and everyone was hoping for 'Gold' so mach... Omg... Feel like crying again...
I just really hate this part of the year. It just feels so sad.... Why can't time just stop?
I really really regret... Not talking to the seniors... Instead, just use sweets. Like what the hell is that? I am so.... Sometimes, really just hate me...
Anyway, till next time! And to all choir members: Don't be sad... We have done our best. So, don't cry everyday! Jia Yous!
